I'm moving in...soon to be my world

come on in and stay in my world
welcome to my new home.


made happen by me.

on

December 14, 1999

my name is mike and this is my world. specially designed by me and my warped little brain. come in and live a different life for a while. the life of a man that walks in the darkness of pain and lonelyness. a man that tries to bring laughter to those who would go with out. i man who will listen to anyones problems or just try to be the best friend he can be.he has heard everything possible but sometimes he can be surprised. i feel this man is alone for the reason to make others laugh and help others dream. life is about as long as a scream from the cradle to the grave. you have only so much time. his heart has bleed for people and his eyes have cried tears for them. his lips have kissed the tears away from many eyes. pain seems his only reason for life. he in my opinion is a great man at heart. i have made this site for him so that he can help more than just those he knows. this man chooses to keep his name out of this but his efforts are pure in heart and felt just as deeply. feel free to email him, i will make sure he gets all the mail that is sent and i KNOW that he will read them all. here is a little information on him. he is a tall man with love in is heart. but among the love there is such pain that resides in his soul. he is alone in life and has no one to share his love with. his pain is common but none the less agonizing. he worries about others like he would for a family member. he goes out of his way to help out when ever the chance arises. he gives completely and i love him like i love myself. this man has love for everyone and take each person as they are. he feels that each person carries his/her own light for the world to see. i will put a picture of this man on the site but no names will be printed of him. he love music many different kinds. basically he loves music that ranges from enya to garth brooks as chris gaine to third eye blind all the way to morbid angel. his favorite band is the smashing pumpkins. he loves poetry and he has asked me to post his poetry online every week. so look for new stuff all the time. i will add new links too. please feel free to instant message me on aol at drkhippie69 of you need anything i will help the best i can.me and him both hope that you enjoy you staay and will frequent my world again. feel at hoome and look around you might find something you like and maybe just maybe you wont want to leave.
from TX,US.

A poetic soul is an angel in disguise
i would like to give you an example of the mans soul. i am submitting a poem that he wrote when a close frind of his...... well i almost agve it away. see if you can tell what its about.
"A Big Lie"
when you left, now your gone.
many people cry, this is your song
many times of joy, you brought
times of mischeif, at which to get caught
fun was your middle name
things will never be the same
you brought into this world, a child
to growfree, to be strong and wild
to learn about life and love
i know your watching from above
in the blink of an eye
to let the tears i cry
they fall down my face
wishing you could feel one last embrace
wishing it was me, not you
wishing i had died,not you
i think of the things you will miss
far too many to list
"when your young you dont expect to die but we all know that's a big lie"
this was written about a friend of his that died far too young./p>

look on further and check out the links that i have left for you to browse. as i said before i will try to add newones to the old ones as often as i can. i will place things for those that like music or the movies that i have seen. of just plain old sick site thta cause a morbid curiosity. check out only those that intrest you. thanks from the bottom of my heart and from the man you are learning about everytime you come here



http://www.fortunecity.com/
things been through and done
    well frist off let me tell you how me and this guy met. i myself am a very depressed person and one day while trying to figure out where i have f*cked up he comes this guy asking what was wrong. i told him and he gave me the best advice and we have been friends ever since. he told me that when he was a kid he had moved around alot and felt very alone most of his life. he has been in many states and canada and mexico. he used to live in alaska and oregon and texas. he has seen things and done things. he told me of his drug problems. he still drinks ever so often and has been known to go back to a drug ever so often. he tries really hard to stay clean. i worry about him everyday. i want him to be happy and no longer alone. he writes his peotry mainly for himself but he gave me permission to use only those poems that he gives me. but they are copy written. as i said be fore he loves music and he has met several of the bands that he likes. and some that he never heard of but is now a great fan of them. i just think this guy is a person that should be sahred with everyone. i understand if you dont feel the same but if you do feel the same then do me a favor and send this site to someone that you feel needs someone to talk to.
Favorite Links
 
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ebay
an online auction that i use to find things i want that i couldnt find here.

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ultimate band list
a music search engine that i use to find stuff on the bands i love.








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